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Saturday, April 26, 2008
ok one screwed paper brought upon myself.. ok nvm next!
a super lame video to make u peng. good job jon.. hahaz
10:46 PM; unforgotten.
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Friday, April 25, 2008
dies, tml is my first paper already and i still cant concentrate.. i just keep watching ANY vides i can find and downloading music. basiclly anything but study.. im so screwed. and seriously.. exams make me fat.. i just cant stop eating.. and i've gone way past my restriction weight.. feel like killing myself.. fat, lazy and stupid. RARRRH
anw, NEWS' new PV [haha that was quite funny] tegoshi is so cute la.. X) and massu's expression is award winning man, when he saw the hole in his shirt and ryo's just like "oh?" and continues washing.. =.=;;
10:17 AM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
ok.. im back to Jrock.. hahaz.. cause seriously D's "Birth" is too good le.. for more details on the song.. hahaz pls go to mel's blog.. its filled with screencaps and reviews XP. o(≧∀≦)o~!
anw ive started to take a liking for Nightmare's songs as well since i started watching deathnote anime.. their songs seem very anime starting/ending theme-song-ish. hahaz which is quite good too hahaz.. decided to upload some of their songs..
=taken off=
12:31 PM; unforgotten.
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
some nice pics!!
9:20 PM; unforgotten.
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ok today's mass at choir was kinda awkward cuz i was stuck between a couple and i DON'T understand why she din wana switch place with me when i asked her twice. i don't know if she thought that thats being considerate[ because maybe she thought it was mafan to change place] but actually.. i felt worse sitting between them because the husband kept asking her for things or asking her to go get the kid or sth.. =.=;; RARHS but ok nvm..
rehearsal after mass was nice.. i like that new song which i sadly forgot the title hahaz oops.. anw i need to express my worry here!! FERD's got hurting KIDNEYS!! omg.. hope its nth serious XSand also eve's got her master hand injured.. hope it'll heal faster too.. EVERYONE!! TAKE CARE OK!! rarhs..*kicks all the bad germs and viruses and badluck away*
anw.. im kinda screwed.. im back hooked onto dbsk.. changmin is looking damn shuai again now.. cuz his hair is back to the optimum length hahaz jaejoog and junsu looks damn hot too, but i think yoochun de zui the hair stylist hahaz
1:10 PM; unforgotten.
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Friday, April 11, 2008
ok this week has been pretty tough but im glad to say ive survived it..
yayyyness..anw.. today i was so tired and wasnt feeling v well either, so i decided to skip gek lecture [at 330 =.=;; when it starts at 4pm] and went home n slpt for 3 hrs..seriously.. it felt SOOOOO good.. i think i slpt away my bad moodness too X)
ok so up for next week are:
LSM1102 CA2 LAJ1201 oral interview! omg
jiayous vanessa!! and all my frens out there.. n esp, u reading this.. less than a mth left!!
ohya anw.. to smone out there.. dun emo le.. no time to emo le.. dun angry with urself le.. i know im in no position to say this la.. but ya [i just realise this applies to 2 ppl]
8:23 PM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
heyheyz.. presenting... the PCR song!! hahaz.. "Scientists for better PCRs" =.=;; seriously..
10:40 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
ok.. gek1532 CA2 is over.. think it went quite ok.. = can pass.. but i duno how well i'll do..
anw next up is TB skit performance on thurs.. sighs.. trying to memorise my scrip.. then friday there's biochem test..
i hate it when ppl ask me to go smwhere and when i ecline becuz i have exam or or really feel tired.. they keep trying to persuade me to go becuz they sort of have the pre-notion that i will go and therefore have to go..
im a person who doesnt like to be forced into doing what i dont want to do and the more u try to psycho me, the more i'll reject and may even develop detest..esp if they try to use the sympathy tactic.. i HATE it..
not that i dowana see them after all these years but i really AM tired..
8:45 PM; unforgotten.
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
sighs.. was talking to ernest just now and i feel quite shitty now.. not because he said sth wrong, but rather, wad he said was very true..im starting to wonder if lifescience is really the route i shud take, but then again.. i wonder if i can survive in any other facs.. i did consider DE before.. but because of fear of the unknown and pure laziness to find out more abt it, i just decided to drop the idea..
seriously.. how many people who study in Science fac eventually get a job in science related fields.. at most go out be teacher.. and most of these group of ppl are already taken up by those with MOE scholarships.. does my interest in bio = i should major in lifescience? or should i have majored in sth more practical and taken LSM modules as UE?
feel damn stpd and my future looks bleak.. if my mum saw this post.. she'll just get all upset.. and say that this was my own choice.. so there's no point regretting.. but then again.. there's always an option of changing fac.. but waste time waste money.. which is i think the main reason why most ppl don't change facs even tho their passion for wad they're studying hs alr died..
i really admire donald for his courage of changing fac aft 3 years man.. humans are stpd and lazy ppl [generally] whenever we make a mistake or take a wrong step.. we psycho ourselves to forget abt it since what's done is done and cannot be undone.. then we struggle to believe what we did was the best.. if not.. we just regret and lament.. life seems s meaningless now.. like we're are just little dust particles/sand floating upon the water surface, going with the flow of the current, wherever it takes us..
feels like we are living for the sake of living, studying for the sake of studyin, working for the sake of working.. everything seems like a game, and we are jsu characters of the game.. just that there's no "play again".. gameover means game over.. im really hating this.. but for now.. i just fel the need to to get above cap 3.. for myself.. and to prove to ppl im not that blonde/dumb/stpd
9:53 PM; unforgotten.
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Friday, April 04, 2008
hahahaz we were being super lame and mel became a new poke trainer and mich is her first pokemon! here's the conversation
[vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: when did mich become a pokemon MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: EH. MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: just MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: HAHA [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: omg! [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: hahaz [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: are u ash then? MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: i am MEL! new character! MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: haha [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: WOW! [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: can i be another pokemon too? [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: hahaz mich can be micchu MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: HAHAHAHAHA MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: cancan! MELT. ; MICH, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: says: lol. [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: i can be... vanesaur! [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: AHAHAHHAHA [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: omg [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: mel a new poke-trainer sets off on her journey full of hopes and dreams.. [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: not knowing wad adventures and challenges that lie ahead [vAN] lab reporting. [28th SCMC] says: together with her first pokemon micchu.. they take their first step towards winning the.. sth tournament
and now, mel's nick is.. "MELT. ; MICCHU & VANESAUR, I CHOOSE YOU! ((: " yayyy!hahaz im officially mel's second pokemon!!! X))) too bad there isnt a facebook application on this.. sounds so fun la!! everyone can either be a trainer or pokemon [abit like humanpets pokemon version!] GOTTA CATCH'EM ALL!!
11:58 PM; unforgotten.
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Happy 24th Birthday to Alan and 22nd to Andy!
alan!! my ogl and snr ragdancer! hahaz its an honour to have known u, thanks for making my life so eventful and colourful w ur spontaneous nature!
andy!! my whining buddy! hahaz.. thanks for listening to all my rants and whinings! いっしょに がんばりましょう!
seriously both of them are super fun and crazy hahaz.. wad great ppl to have in the committee.. wad will we do without them.. anw.. here's wishing a great year ahead and pwning the rest in ur modules!! hahahah jiayous~!
12:19 AM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Saturday 29th march, went for zoe's 21st birthday celebrations and took aot of crazy photos.. felt more like another DnD hahaz.. and xinwei is like almost officially zoe's fake bf le.. photos on facebook.. had a great time there and i hope zoe did too! =] oh and thankews to weiheng who sent me home
Sunday 30th march, went for TQ grand finals.. didn't seem like alot of people went.. but well was quite ok bah.. i guess.. but the dances were quite cui.. except for awoop... nevertheless, well done TQ~! its over le! =]
Monday 31st march, ok had a stpd lab session counting the number of red soghums and green soghums to hopefully fulfill the 3:1 ratio =.= other ppl were counting maize plants and tobacco plants.. =.=;; oh wellz.. chi-square tests are sO "fun"
Tuesday 1st april, ok april fools' is no longer as fun as it was before le.. hardly anyone plays pranks anymore =[ anw i love my econs TA.. she summarises the entire damn lecture and few chapts in that 1 hr.. i love her even with her PRC accent. anw.. gek lecture was yet again boring..but thank gdness it ended muchmuch earlier than expected
Wednesday 2nd april, hmm yet another busy wednesday.. swami is super lame.. comparable to weiming and xinhui.. he kinda over-summarises the tb toomuch that we almst learn nth =S but well a gd intro to the cap before we go home and read it for ourselves bah.. sian next fri got CA2.. and CA1 was only last week =.=;; eh week before last i think.. anw.. ok pulled myself from the comfy clubroom sofa to go ofn and submit stuff again.. then went super early to arts for econs lect.. was quite a humourous lectre.. n i realise despite his super dao face.. veron's fren is also VERY lame. =.= aft tt rushed back to sci for genetics lecture and as usual i ate my very late lunch and fell aslp not long after.. thank gdness i did.. cuz he din give us a break for that 2 hrs. an after our 10mins break.. he continued for another half an hour.. omg la.. rarhness..
next week.. gek1532 ca2 on tues, lsm1102 ca2 on fri. joy to my world 今 とても疲れました、そして 楽しくないです !勉強したくないです!!
.LovES.
golden retrievers|collies|labradors
anime|manga
music
basketball
sweet stuff
winnie the pooh
my friends
soft toys XD
freedom
.hAtES.
loneliness
backstabbing
being useless
being restrained
ppl being overly sticky
.wAntS.
DBSK - Mirotic Version C
BIG BANG Vol.1
BIG BANG Vol. 2 my driving license hamtaro kigurumi
my own car [a lexus in my wildest dreams]
a golden retriever
CAP 3.5 to go japan again
to go japan for exchange to go korea
to go europe
to go DBSK's concert
to go NewS's concert
to go KAT-TUN's concert
to go D's concert to go heidi.'s concert again
.1289.
[2008.06.14] Ai Nante
[2008.06.28] Hajimete no Asa
.dRaMAs. 15 Sai no Blues
anego
Beethoven Virus
densha otoko
dragon zakura
east of eden fated to love you gachi baka
gokusen gokusen 2
gokusen 3 hana kimi
hot shot
kimi wa petto kurosagi last friends
Long Love Letter
Majo no Jouken Maou my boss my hero
nodame cantabile nobuta wo produce on air
oh! my girl!
one litre of tears
one pound gospel
papa to musume no nanokakan proposal daisakusen
queen's classroom
Ryusei no Kizuna
sapuri
sensei wa erai!
stand up!
sushi oji tantei gakuen Q yukan club zettai kareshi