Saturday, August 21, 2004
wellz.. today as another day in sch.. its a sat!!! wad am i doing in sch at 715pm?! madness..
but anw.. since i was early.. decided to go to the band room and help out.. hahaz..they were going to padang for a charity concert n i heard they were the only band there.. so tts like wow? hahaz ok.. and i got to help a few ppl tie their scarf.. so happy.. hahahahaz.. hm..i was quite sad la.. cuz they were wearing band u and all.. BUT wahhaha yingxu hasnt given out MY band u.. so thats great! yayyy.. then helped them ban1 abit of stuff and gave my section a roll of my harbolo sweet[or sth] yupz.. then as i watch them leave i felt so super sad... but anw had to went for lesson ready so i decided not to think abt it..
hm.. chem was... a typical chem lesson with AFU and 402 but duno why 405 din come.. but so dumb lo the questions had to end at ME! then she started giving ans from sher's turn on.. so bleah lo.. hahaz but nvm.. no biggy.. THEN aft chem.. we faster rushed out to buy junk to replenish our glucose.. and up next was pHy w potato chan n 401.. he went tru all the prelim mcqs for 2001.. n most of the qns came from our class hahaz not surprising tho.. all so kiasu hahaz but its good.. n for this vernier caliper qn we were all arguing with him cuz we din understand then jialing was like so aggressive then she said "HUH?! THEN WHY CANT WE...." and all of us xia4 dao4 hahaz.. oh n sher was so boing lo.. cuiz i bgt the peanut butter M&Ms then i gave her one n she said.. "ee i dun like peanut butter" n a second later she said, "can i have another one..?" hahaz then kna suan by yiyou..hahaz..
aft physics, went to coro cosy corner w yiyou sher weeleng yingers n huiyann to my surprise it was huiyan's first time! like wow aft 4 years its her first time? n it was yinger's second time lo.. sad life hahahz.. but newae aft waiting for like 20 mins then the later come n tell us tt no more fried rice.. me n yiyou was so pissed we went to ke ai ji to buy fries and chicken burger.. so wat lo.. she could have told us earlier.. business tactic.. but HA we are not just going to shou pian and buy sth else... =P
n aft tt we ate n ate.. er and ate.. hahaz oopz ok.. but i cant rem ready! only rem huiyan say i look so blur blur one cuz my burger started diarrhoea-ing vegetable out then i was thinking was it lactose intolerant ppl who couldnt retain water in their bowels so was staring into space ya.. then we kept laughing at weeleng abt the NCC's KK from opposite and her so obviously bright blue bra.. hahaz then there was BO for yingers and i was teasing sher abt tt someone.. then i realise among the 6 of us.. all of them were yiyou's airen except mE!! so super extra lo.. oh man hahahahahaz.. hm.. ya then we had to go le.. ya.. so tts abt it..
ok yesterday's x-country was cancelled! so lucky lo.. but yay proves tt im lihai.. during the morning assembly i was looking at the clouds then realise it had a tinge of grey n they were in huge patches.. i told sher tt it would rain but she din believe.. hahaz so there.. but we made use of the opportunity and took neoprints! so dun hahaz.. all the screaming and all.. hahaz.. yup.. love 409... and now all of them are passing autograph books.. then i have to keep drawing forever friend bears ahhaz.. oh sher n steph.. aft everyone write ready if u still want it.. i can help u all draw cuz i din draw it the last time.. yup...
so thats abt it..
409'04 ROCKS THE WORLD
7:16 PM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
wth la.im sick of ppl just leaving a stupid comment n not specifying wat theyre toking abt..
firstly, i nv deleted any tags from my tagboard or watsoever.. there was a peroid of time my tagboard screwed up n things in between got lost. get it moron? im not such an
IDIOT who wud waste my own time, going tru all the trouble just to delete a TAG
secondly, IF u wana tag. put ur name. if not dun tag or u can go to hell.
thirdly, ive already had enuf shit in my life so if u wana bitch u either come face me in real life [i really dun mind getting into a fight, been wanting to whack someone] or get u own blog. bloody pissed with assholes like lol n sheesh. sheesh urself. im sure ive said it before. i
DESPISE ppl who tag n say idiotic stuff n have
NO GUTS to even write their name. this is MY blog. if u wanna tag. follow MY rules. unhappy.. can jolly well leave..
now its more bitching. this is a warning. dowana noe, dowana read, leave then.
n today's national anthem totally sucked. i duno how it sounded up there but it sucked down in the quad. the entry was horrible. the crash was....
*takes a deep breath* n the side drum was abit off but still alil ok.. the balance was sO off.
the sch song.. i duno why everytime we get to the chorus they HAVE to slow down. like is there a sign tt says "pls slow down"? n the 2nd verse. its staccato. since its there then play it SHORT eevien said that like duno how many kazillion times already. wat was all those practice for? like aft 2 mths u forget everything.
ha.. n u still talk about gold..
i agree with ___ shant name her just in case i get her into trouble. the band is losing focus. ya.. its alright to gain exposure, have more concerts yada yada yada.. but where are ur foundation? do u guys think ure already like very good. well maybe some of u are. but wat about the ppl around u. its also ur responsiblity to ensure ur section mates can play well and if ure the SL the more should u ensure they play well. n havent even decided on choice peace. tts not ur fault but ya.. n marching..tts the school's fault u guys dun have enuf time to pract. so fine enuff..
seriously.. i think we got a gold last year was 60% snrs' hard work, 29% luck and 11% for the rest of us..its not tt easy to get gold lo... n i look at the band now.. i wanna cry.. in terms of playing. band spirit.. ok.. i shall not be mean n admit.. yes its there.. ure bonding n stuff but u must not forget the other stuff.. all the techniques. and for all of u jnrs. some things can be taught to u by ur snrs, some others u must try out n find out for ur self. there maybe a little trick that u could form urself to help u play a difficult part, but it may not work for others, so pls go n spend more time on ur instru. esp the sec2s, since u have [relatively] more time.
i noe i retire ready but i still wana see the band's success..n now that ur beloved conductor loves u guys so much.. pls be grateful n work even harder..
5:44 PM; unforgotten.
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Monday, August 02, 2004
sigh listening to fog now.. so super sad.. today.. during recess.. saw yanzhen and started crying.. sigh i miss ya guys. lets not just tok abt band prac.. just miss all ya peeps company and voice etc.. i miss ya... esp the sec4, 3 and 2s.. sorry sec1s but i do miss ya too but just now that much =X its a wonder how times flies.. bleah starting to cry again.. ='[ ah nvm
8:46 PM; unforgotten.
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Sunday, August 01, 2004
hm.. things kinda looking better for me nowadays if ure wondering[but most prob ure not but nvm] sorta out of depression.. thanx to my classmates.. the other day i kinda had cramps which comes onces a month n its always very serious.. cold sweat, numb legs etc..ya.. then couldnt listen for two lessons, just cringed there and tried to slp. my classmate beside me, stephanie [AH LIOW] kept asking if i was ok n need to go sick bay or not.. hahaz.. so nice..but it was a wonder tt anna fu.. erm ok Ms Fu didnt scold and asked if i was unwell.. yup. then she just let me be.. aft the last lesson, all of them came asking if i was ok.. then aft 5 mins, yingying n enghui appeared with a hot water bottle altho i said no need... so sweet of them.. was so gandong.. then my dad came to fetch me la.. if they didnt have the amc thing i think enghui wud have "escorted" me to there main gate... hahaz nice ppl..sigh.. it just made me realise.. even if ppl dun express it all the time.. they still care... ya. =] oh then on friday my ears nearly popped and eyes nearly dropped out when yiyou said she wanted to read the bible.. hahaz then me and ah liow started givning her all the verses to read.. duno if she's interesting in converting.. eh wait is converting the rite word? cuz she's a free thinker.. yup.. really hope we can influence her.. my other christian classmates have done a gd job in bringing the religion up in topics in a subtle way, so much so ppl wun get scared away.. but there iS one classmate tt sorta scares ppl away, even me..realise that i cant tok to ppl abt my religion when they are so very enthu, not that im saying its bad, but it just makes ppl scared, and maybe even inferior.. like cuz hhey are so committed and all then they go on babling abt how great it feels to be so in touch with God, then for ppl like me like "orh hor u lousy existence" maybe i am losing touch with God occasionally but im glad i still look for him when i need help, rather then just thinking theres no one to help me. i acknowledge his existence.. yes.. ok thats great.. ohno mum hurrying me! okok hurry!
Luke 11:9-13
And so i say to you:Ask, and you will receive; seek, and you will find;knock, and the door will be opened to you.... .Would any of you who are fathers give your son a snake when he asks for a fish? Or would you give him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? as bad as you are, you know how to give good things to your children. how much more, then, will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.
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for God so loved the world, he gave up his only begotten son
8:21 AM; unforgotten.
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