*sOLitUdE* _____//*~in.my.own.fairytale.~*

Monday, February 27, 2006

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

10:41 PM; unforgotten. Y

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

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10:37 PM; unforgotten. Y

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.You tend to be the one with more power.You aren't a total control freak in relationships..But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is high.You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.Having your own life is very important for you...Even more important than having a relationship.

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10:34 PM; unforgotten. Y

Sunday, February 26, 2006

haish, every sunday i'll feel this way.. it has become a weekly routine.. i think tuition is a great way to make ppl feel stpd.. i always dun understand things n mr lee always go so fast, then i just always nv absorb.. by the time i get home, i forget everything le.. ='[ this is quite demoralising.. i see straight Ds and lower for our first CT. gd luck in my life. eh.. just realise the previous two things gt link one. haha oopz.

anw today during homily, the priest was talking abt fasting. reminded me that fasting is not abt whther u fast that day anot, is abt whther u devoted that day to Christ and God or not. it is to make us love more. so i shd kp this in mind.. i wonder if ive been a very bad person, i think i am.. cuz i think alot of ppl still dun really like me.. sigh.. i very act cute izit? but.. i duno leh.. i think its q comforting to revert back to the childish state stimes.. otherwise i'll go mad.. i think normally ppl say i dun mind, but if is that one person say i find it very disturbing.. ='[

i just wanna play with animals and lie on grass on a fairly sunny day.. i wanna catch butterflies n climb trees... i wanna hug my teddy bear and haf ppl accompanying me to slp.. i dun wanna grow up..

7:23 PM; unforgotten. Y

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

wellz today a super hilarious n ridiculous thing happened. we were supposed to choose n sign up for our enrichment programmes today, then those ppl who take bio were stuck in lt5 for bio lecture.. wellz.. we are sUPpOseD to be smart n civilised ppl.. but at the words "u may go" a whole horde of elephants stampeded out of the lt n chiong towards the various venues to sign up for their desired programs.. seriously, ive seen the lt clear so fast.. this is truly singapore sia.. kiasuism to the extreme stage..

band was q fun.. we gt to play the inn of sixth happiness.. which was the reed's band fest song.. alot of accidentals!!! omg.. i played like shit.. my contacts halfway shift smwhere in my eye then i was like half blind. quite scary, cuz i rubrubrub then the thing still haven shift back.. then mr ho thot i was slacking la.. bleah.. anw the thing finally dropped out of my eye.. then was kinda desperately looking for it. found it on my instru.. then i just popped it back into my eye hahaz.. sounds q gross.. like my eyeball pop out lidat..

anw i was q gek during sectionals..or rather the attitude of the band as a whole..seriously now is like quite slack lo, esp during sectionals.. how many SLs can say that their sectionals are truly productive... n to those ppl guilty of slacking.. if u really think yall can play well, yall can jolly well dun come la.. if u wanna come, then pls pay attention, play properly n dun waste all our time..then the discipline in playing as well as normal playing also quite bad.. ppl dun watch the conductor, then they dun hold the note for the correct length of time [meaning they dun cut off on time] which means they will also count wrongly for the subsequent bars of rest, which means they will come in at the wrong time too.. haish.. i duno wad to say la..altho band is supposed to be like fun but i think for it to be really fun [which prob means playing gd music] we need to put in effort n have sm discipline ba..

wellz ya thats all for now..

8:58 PM; unforgotten. Y

Monday, February 20, 2006

i swear from today on, i wun spend a single cent from u. u can leave it for ur own funeral. a mother is gd enough.

9:29 PM; unforgotten. Y

wellz i guess i kinda woke up from the wrong side of the bed today. shd have known sth was a wee bit wrong when i woke up, looked into the full length mirror and thot i saw a zombie boxed in the eyes. horrible, evil eye bags..

went to sch feeling really tired, cudnt really concentrate much on anything.. just practically stoned tru most lessons. anw my SBJ deproved to 18+ again sighded, must get my 19+ back again.. n ifa is seriously horrible.. nvm, i admit im fat n in a pretty bad shape..

started to feel stpd since math.. the quiz thing.. haish seriously my numerical mtds cannot make it le... feel like totally hecking abt the lecture test.. din help when all my tests seemed to go wrong during chem prac n i din exactly like the teacher very much either.. i think im q rude to him.. but he really sucks.. i alr started to feel v bad then.. but i ren!

haish.. then go band room tried to do gp.. my brain was like empty..i felt like my brain was conscious, saying "think! quick think of the answer!!" but another part of my brain was like "shuddup la.. i wanna stone.." so bleah.. gt pretty stressed out.. esp since i started doing the gp hw since 7plus ytd till 12 plus, n today smore.. then haven study phy spa, haven study math lecture test, haven do chem, haven do math.. seriously im lagging.. then aft cannot take it le.. sry for all those i scared..wasnt anything that yall did/din do.. ya sry.. just cudnt contain the frustrations and helplessness in me anymore..

anw aft letting it all out, [thanks nat..] felt abit better..studied awhile n played awhile, then on our way to the bus stop, nat fgt her hp, so she went back to get it.. meanwhile we played abit for bball... today super on-form.. i only left one line [for abc] when nat came back.. hahaz my only consolation.. maybe it was God's little way of encouraging me.. =] thanks..

8:28 PM; unforgotten. Y

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

tues: wellz it was vday but for ppl hu are not attached like me, it wasnt that eventful. BUT it was a super happy day anyway.. hahaz i still rem the sight of walking into math lecture in lt5 and seeing everyone happily holding their presents n exchanging gifts n smiles on everyone's faces. at tt moment i really felt happy.. nv felt that kind of warmth in quite sm time now.. =] ohz anws got loads of chocs hahaz im so gna gain weight.. tiff gave hair pins! im alr using them hahaz..ohoh steph dear met me at the bus stop to give me a cactus which looked like it kna sunburnt like her! ahhaz so funny.. erms then aft sch played bball? so funz haha n ate dinner at kap. weEz

wed: hmm band.. wasnt particularly fun, maybe cuz i was in a very gd state anw.. he v bad!! he always anyhow scold ppl.. n he's getting meaner.. its kinda obv he dun really like out batch la, just becuz we're not as gd as the snrs.. n today he called me arnd 2-3 times, when i nv even do anything! until now im so unsure of my playing, cuz i duno if its wrong, then make me dun dare come in, then my jnrs always follow me then end up all of them dun really dare to play also!!! bahhH bleahz.. nvm.. he's an old man.. cannot blame.. *deep breath* ='X oh n shihying take care!!

thenthen i fgt! aqua won the NE song writing competition!!!!!!!!!!!! like omgomgomg!!!! haaha n zhenghan was like today then kna pulled to sing one, cuz haowen sore throat.. YAYYYYYY! S15 n S21 cheered q alot.. heard tt S09 made alot of noise [as in to express declination] when s15 ppl asked them to cheer for aqua. muggish losers. baH. but anw.. actually i felt that the aerius and ignis one was not bad.. and all of the groups deserve an applause actually, cuz they are not bad la.. if they had more time n practice im sure it wud have been alot better.. =]

9:21 PM; unforgotten. Y

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Nowadays i feel that i can no longer fully express myself in words. It seems that all that's in me can only be felt through music. So well, listening more to band music now. Somehow i feel that "Hunchback of Notre Dam" brings out whatever I'm feeling. Many people said it was a simple piece, not worth playing. I beg to differ. It is one of the most expressive pieces if played well...

anw abt today.. felt really horrible after band.. tho its not due to band... sry to everyone and thanks for ur concern.

hitnk mi nalfly osglin it. nebe efnelig tsersdes veyre own dan neth. orem foten nath not, i den up lagsoitni elmsfy. tanwed ot ryc so dalby dotay... tualycal si idd not tanwed. ho lewls. oeph lil' eb yaok noso. =]

6:57 PM; unforgotten. Y

Sunday, February 05, 2006

ok.. so my dear fren sher has tagged me to do the following:
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
Need to mention the sex of the target.
Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged.
If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.

Sex: Male

Qualities:

1. a guy who loves me for hu i am. in other words, accept my flaws and in turn makes them my strength in the relationship. oh but have to love me as much as i love him.. ya..

2. must be a gentlemen. like those who will lend jacket when i cold, or offer to send me home even if i dun ask..basically sensitive to my needs and emotions. like if im down, i hope i wun have to say anything.. then if is those kind, cant even tell im sad de.. then q bad.. if is can tell im sad n dun bother, then can forget abt it

3. must be kind and filial. oh and must be nice to animals n soft toys. normally filial guys make gd husbands but horrible bfs in reality. but since is ideally, then i want the best of both. hahaz.. then the being nice to soft toys de is those can appreciate soft toys de.. cuz i think it means there's this small part of u hu is still a child, i think tts q impt.. wun lose urself totally

4. have control over his use of vulgarities. must be wen ya.. cannot be so uncouth..ideally is dun use vulgarities la, but being realistic, i think dun say so much can le.. n if he use on me then thats it le..

5. knowledgeable, smarter than me, able to impromtu sm crap out haha i think smart guys [esp in uniforms or blazers] are super attractive hahaz..>.<>

6. taller than me, n dun look paikia/ah beng. oh and dun look like sm faggot la... preferably tan tan de.. erm no longish hair pls.. i cant stand it seriously..

7. must be able to give me a sense of security.. like maybe tt person will be very popular.. and always surrounded by girls.. but i hope he will at the end of the day assure me that i have nth to worry abt..

8. the guy who tries to fulfil the above 7 conditions. yeps..

yep thats it.. i think i elaborate q alot hahaz.. anw.. its just for fun... dun think there'll ever be such person. oh wellz.. anw the following ppl are tagged:

tiffany, zhiru, natalie, haowen, esthers, emmi, enghong, ashley

12:06 AM; unforgotten. Y

Thursday, February 02, 2006

hahaz hey ppl!! yall noe the mickey mouse march song? the "come along and sing a song.. yadayada m-i-c-k-e-y-m-o-u-s-e" thing. yea.. use that tune n sing this:

C-H-I-N-G-T-O-N-G loves natalie
natalie! natalie! he loves natalie!
chongchingtong, natalie,
hand in hand they live ever so happily!
C-H-I-N-G-T-O-N-G loves natalie
hurry up, get married and have a baby!

the last line was inspired by the chris n crystal cheer.. weEz..

9:16 PM; unforgotten. Y