Tuesday, November 29, 2005
hmmz.. just read craig's blog n the comment abt the band, music com n exco..i admit that we've been doing a lousy job for the trip.. im not trying to find excuses but i think our lack of experience in this area may have contributed.. but ya.. we shd have put in more effort n constantly checked things to see if we were on task.the playing part.. firstly i think its alr a known fact that our batch is not as pro as the snrs, plus we were previously quite busy with the fund raising concert pieces and we din really have much time to practice etude pieces or others which were not in the BAND-IT. so obv we're as shitty as them.. or if they wanna be really mean, ok we are shittier? i think they have to really think abt it also la.. but true enuf, maybe since we noe we are lousier, shd have squeezed more practice time out to improve and all.. our mistake there..anw i think comments shd really be to the pt la.. everyone noes how to complain..n pick on other ppl's fault.. but if u wanna scold n stuff, try to provide sm advice also la.. all ways things cud have been done better.. lidat ppl ting le hui xin fu kou fu.. yepz..but nvm.. since this time is really our fault..anw.. this is damn sickening.. the damn passport expiry thing.. how long does it take to go n renew ur passport.. ive been hounding ppl since like wad.. september?! my gdness.. this is damn sickening!! all those of u hu are reading this now.. n have not renewed ur passport.. pls do so like tml!! mr leong wants it by next tues ok.. go personally down n it only take one day.. dun go for the wait one week one.. too late liaos.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. argh..
8:46 PM; unforgotten.
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Monday, November 28, 2005
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

watched harry potter today.. like finally!! after how many ppl pang seh me...
anw i take back my words!! cedric diggory is cute hahaz.. >.< teehee... and hermione is so chioo hahaz.. love her dress n hair.. but i think its q sad leh.. when cedric died.. it took him like less than a second to die.. tts damn sad la.. but i think they cut out too much of the show..
anw the coolest thing is.... i took neoprint w my parents!!! fun la.. but wasted! there were 21 shots! so there was so many to choose from.. we cud choose 6! but in the end.. cuz we din noe the time over so fast.. we only chose 2!! super wasted la.. piang eh.. haish but nvm.. not bad le.. according to frens... guys dun like to take neoprints or photos.. so its a wonder my dad took in the first place. oh but one think.. at least my dad more shang4 jing4 then samuel!! no stone face lo.. waha..
6:37 PM; unforgotten.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
hahaz.. wad a wonderful day!! q exciting too! hahaz woke up earlier le.. but still almost late la!! for band hahaz.. i reach boon lay at arnd 940.. then rush to buy emmi's butter loaf from bread talk then pass to zhiyong then fly to nie first.. otherwise secretary late jiu si le!! in the end.. i was late but in time for attendance which is 10 mins aft the time set.. heng ah.. hahazthen was sectionals first.. we share room w tbones.. then so hao wan.. hahaz i really love having the snrs back.. so much fun-ER. mind i said with -er.. heh.. i think enghong's a really gd section leader.. hahaz yayy... zhiyong got foresight! =D anw we did morning noon and nite.. not bad we got the end.. hahaz then just nice mr ho ask us go back le!! first fully utilised sectionals.. hehhanw so combined.. can tell mr ho not v happy.. kp saying we very lan as a band.. then cannot go hk like that.. but the poor snrs like just came back! i think they deserve abit of time ma.. can increase prac but dun say until like they so wad lidat.. anw we played morning noon n nite, dance of yao, and orient express!! i v happy.. MNN n orient express, the two pieces i screwed on wed, improved significantly! manange to play most of it.. for MNN tho i played q a few wrong things but at least i played everything.. hahaz.. weEz.. =D teeheeanw mr ho also say euphos are OK! hahaz happy.. i think my snrs are really my jing shen de zhi zhu! yayyz.. hahaz.. but i think this means im overly reliant on them.. =X hahaz.. but weee i love my snrsS!!! i love my section!! i think the numbers are just rite! teehee.. euphos n lower woodwinds rock!!
ohz and die le.. from next week on almost like every day is band.. tues sectionals 12-4, wed combined most prob 10-2, thurs sectionals, fri nite combined w nie.. shiong sia..
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anw i xiangtong le.. regarding the previous post.. i think i was too paranoid then kp bugging abt our friendship.. oh wellz.. "relax lar seriously" as said by samuel.. i think i shd really do more of tt.. esp since i decided tt no matter wad im gna treat U as my gd fren regardless of whther u do anyway..=) heEanndsss... yet another of my exclassmate say zhiru chio!! hahaz.. we always thot so.. anw u see ah.. yinger, shermeen my sis xr's mum alr say u chio leh zr!! pls b proud of urself!! hahaz.. happyss???? weE hahaz..
9:31 PM; unforgotten.
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hahaz i duno if yall have read this part i think its really worth reading.. from minghui's blog.."There was this talk about passive and active people.Passive people tend to avoid the problem as much as they could. Running far away. Stop themselves from thinking about that issue. Try to forget every single thing about the person or problem. Time passes without anything solved. Embarrassment arises when they meet. Misunderstanding gone into deeper levels, yet nobody makes the first move. Active people will make face to face confrontations as soon as possible. Trash everything out once they have calmed down. Face the big thing and solve it. In a flash, the problem would be solved, hopefully. Things settled, situations return to normal, or at least close to normal.When an active person has a disagreement with a passsive person:Active person will keep waiting for the passive person to make the first move, while the passive one would think that the active one is acting the same way as him, that is to avoid. Passive person would not expect any move from the active one. However, the active person cant really wait, and would approach the passive one first. But why is it always the active person who put down his ego and apologises? I am sure one of the reasons the passive person avoids the whole problem is because he couldn't put his ego and pride down. Just because of differences in priority? Between ego and savaging? Maybe I am wrong... To me, been the active one is tiring. Period"
11:27 AM; unforgotten.
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Friday, November 25, 2005
it really hurts to lose a gd fren.. in any sense...despite ur trying to make it seem like we're still gd frens, its getting pretty obv tt its not going anywhere.. but thx for trying anw.. esp when its me..i think anyone hu really gets to noe me will end up not wanting to be my fren anymore.. reflects on my character ba..i'll try not to bug u so much anymore ba.. but ure not even going to read this so why m i even typing? mental ba..aft wad u said today.. i feel even more sad, n disgusted w myself.. why am i even here.. gd for nth crap..yea so im a constantly mood swinging person hu cannot constantly be happy n suit ur liking ba..i dun even noe why im refusing to let go.. alot of them tell me to.. for dignity or wadever.. but i feel compelled not to.. or maybe i just dun want to..i really wonder why u din let me just hate u when u dun even see me as really a gd fren anymore..and also.. if its such that as u start to become gd frens w ppl, like noe more abt ppl n their bad habits/character.. then u start drifting apart.. then shdnt i just remain as normal frens w everyone? like dn bother to noe anyone particularly well.. or rather.. not let anyone noe me well.. then let them see wads just a facade.. is that why they say married couples are the best of frens? cuz they noe everything abt each other but they accept everything..
1:41 PM; unforgotten.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
1:18 PM; unforgotten.
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ehz.. on the 22nd me zr tiff n xr went late! like 8 sth.. i waited for them for like more than an hr la jiu ming ah.. i duno sit down there how long then tiff came then another 45 mins odd zr n xr came.. but q lucky actually.. hahaz cuz they so long still haven start cooking yet... so we went just in time for the bbq... q a disaster.. the charcoal like not hot enuf and not spread out... then the chicken wings like chaoda or not cooked properly. damn sad.. the sotong balls also like hardhard de.. anw jin n yanting n sinwei were there.. hahaz so nice to see them agn.. still as bubbly as ever teehee.. erm the gals i meant for the bubbly part..hmm then me n zr had to leave arnd 10 sth cuz she had council stuff n i had band the next morning.. anw so she hitched a ride to tiong bahru mrt station on my dad's car.. then she v funny la.. we were looking at the photos in our digicam then she kpt saying stuff that sounded wrong hahaz.. wonder wad my parents were thinking.. then suddenly haowen called her for sm council stuff then she was super animated on the phone as usual.. q entertaining to listen to her tok on the phone hahaz..anw the next day i reached arnd 5 plus i think.. then they were playing xbox.. this hopping game n the "DEAD OR ALIVE extreme beach volleyball" at first i wasnt very interested in playing de.. hahaz cuz i was still sad.. anw we set off to pass S15 sm bbq equipment then walk until we wanna die la! we walk the main road way which was so super long.. then we realise gt short cut hahaz.. ya la.. aloha loyang so much nicer! anw we went to eat macs first.. q fun la.. enjoyed the company hahaz.. crazy bunch of ppl.. then stanley became the "go get the sauce" - man hahaz.. then we joined s15 for the farewell party thing for xr n wr.. then they attempted to throw wr into the pool la.. then he v qiang la.. alone whack 5 guys away.. then haowen almost fell in i think.. then actually they cud have succeeded throwing him in de.. then xr had to be the hero n pull him in.. aish.. bros also no need lidat rites.. in the end they gave up the idea since those two wushu ppl cud have inflicted q sm damage themselves.. hahahmm then we stayed there awhile more then walk back to the chalet.. anw not bad i learnt the game in a few sets of games.. then tiffany very shen!!! at first she like losing one leh.. after she took a shower.. the shen of volleyball came over her n she was thrashing everyone!! liek everyone.. we took turns to play against her n the scores were normally liek 1-7 kinda thing leh.. v zai.. until she ownself also xia dao waha.. then we kinda gt addicted to itanw aft tt we went to drink n tok kok outside the room.. while hongwei slpt in his jay chou post... actually we talked abt q alot of sensitive stuff but we were still ok leh.. thats the gd thing abt this group of ppl.. then we mixed vodka w F&N orange, coke, green tea, ice lemon tea n made different concoctions.. w tiffany as our newest bartender.. n seriously she's q gd at it hahaz..then we played zong ji mi ma again.. then loser had to drink one of the weirded concoctions.. may or may not contain alot of alcohol.. hahaz.. tiff had to down 3 cups of highly alcoholic one la.. then she turned very red.. but her jiu liang q gd la so np.. mine wasnt too bad so i was perfectly sober too.. gt one was v nice.. liek after i drink finish the thing.. my mouth still gt the after taste which was v nice.. q sweet too..then we sat there duno tok until 4sth ah then we went to the room n sat on the bed n tok smore..py v fast knock out le.. stan like semi conscious lidat.. hahaz he v lousy he drink 1 cup then face turn red, eyes turn red, blocked nose n incoherent le hahaz.. anw all of us were squeezing on the two beds la.. q funny.. until 5 plus.. hongwei woke up then zh zr stan chinyee xr fell aslp.. left me n tiff then we sat on the floor n tok.. n hide under the blanket.. hahaz.. the butt v cold la! sit on the floor hahazanw arnd 630 we walked xr to smwhere near the mrt station cuz he needed to work n there was NO BUS at tt time... n that blur block duno how to walk.. i tell u ah his direction sense... haish cmi.. then when we came back.. still no place to slp.. then we slpt on the floor again so qiliang.. then after that zr made space then i pushed zh to one side then gt abit of space also hahaz.. then duno why the aircon suddenly become so strong.. then so cold la..!then aft tt we checked out.. aft a long time of nagging hahaz.. then we went to eat breakfast at the foodcourt then home sweet home! tadaaa~!
12:33 PM; unforgotten.
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weEz it was quite an eventful day. firstly n most imptly it was kirby's bday!! many thanx to chingtong hu went down specially to coro to collect the trophy... n joanne hu bgt e cake.. anw.. if kirb's reading tis then.. its shared by the exco n angela n chong! i noe u must have been super touched n surprise by wad we did for u! waha.. anw so basically after the 1 hr plus briefing by mr ho we had a lunch break.. n at the canteen, we brgt out the cake n sang him a bday song! then the whole canteen was looking waha.. then cut cake! then he had to go give everyone cake la.. q keliang.. then shuheng was eating the cake even before kirby did la.. ahaz tt tanchi gui..aiyar.. but the sadded thing is we kna scolded for being so laxed and irresponsible for many aspects of the planning of this trip.. then we gt very poor planning and stuff.. but well nvms.. we can jiayou.. alot more you.. to bu jiu the situation.. yes.--- " ---anw i was super sad la during the prac.. i dui bu qi all my snrs.. ive nv heard myself play so horridly before. nv. smore the songs are orient express and morning noon and nite. i cant believe i destroyed orient. my favourite song.. wanted to cry so many times.. n after so long my snrs go.. if they come back see i deprove until lidat.. i think they will faint n die n worry abt the future of our section [euphos at least] sigh.. orient.. i kp hearing the tune in my head.. the fingerings and everything i still can rem.. but smhow i cant play.. i dun dare.. i duno why tho.. maybe like everyone had at least a snr back.. then i dun have.. then i feel v exposed.. i can hear everything im playing which is q scary.. ='[ anw then there was MNN... i din have the last page of the score until the last band prac.. n i cant play anything.. so screwed la sht... haish becuz of that i think i was sulking the whole day.. felt horrible... sigh
12:11 AM; unforgotten.
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Monday, November 21, 2005
hahaz i drew this out of random inspiration n boredom while waiting for the rest of the ppl to come.. not bad rites..
5:55 PM; unforgotten.
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Friday, November 18, 2005
was channel surfing then i stopped at star world. the oprah winfrey's show was on then.. and the guest was this lady called Anna Deavere Smith.. think she acted in West Wing.. the she said thisa great leader is one who can give hope. a leader should be able to draw the people to have the vision of accomplishing the impossible... and achieving more than what was thot possible...hmm.. guess i really suck as a leader ba hahaz.. im not lamenting, but just facing the fact.. hahaz.. i think im a gd servant but a poor leader. i conform more then i deviate. n leaders stime have to deviate to achieve great things. yepz..
1:52 PM; unforgotten.
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look at those flowers! hahaz n hongwei...


stanley looks weird haha
10:21 AM; unforgotten.
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
11:22 PM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
ahhh i v sad!! today on the mrt i accidentally pulled out a turf of hair/fur from my little fur ball.. the one on my hp pouch de.. is really one thick bunch of it.. ='[ i feel v xintong for it.. cuz the thing so small n furry.. reminds me of a hamster.. then i can rem the feeling of it when i accidentally pulled the fur out.. so paIN!! omg.. xintong!! *sobs* i think the maomao will have no more mao very soon.. i very sad.. the maomao qiu peiwo very long alr..if one day it really become no more mao i'll be super sad.. *cries* BUYAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
7:22 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
haish these are the things i have to do before i leave for guangzhou n hk... which means 1 mth and a week's time... n out of which... 3 days for class chalet, 3 days for band fest... nice one la..- math hol package
- math numerical mtds tutorial
- bio mind maps
- bio plant transport tutorial
- phy skill A exercise
- phy hol package [tys]
- phy thermal notes
- chem ksp tutorial
- chem organic tutorial
- chem study for organic test
- look tru promos mistakes for all subj
all these are the must do ones only.. so screwed..
10:51 AM; unforgotten.
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
yayy today went hmv and bgt a few cds.. 1 sax, 1 louis armstrong, 1 compilations and 1 oboe.. sponsored by my mum...still wanna buy alot leh how???? oopz... anw.. i wanna borrow bond and michael buble from my sis hahaz anw i bgt another top.. from zara.. ah wait i cant take it le.. wanna take a nap.. so tired.. my sandals.. or flats.. or aiyar wadever u call it make my heels hurt..
5:29 PM; unforgotten.
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
ahh i just slacked the whole of today away!! no wonder ppl can be bored stiff by staying at home.. anw i slpt till 11 plus la! pig sia.. slpt 10 hrs.. but it felt really gd hahaz.. haven done tt in a long time.. anw.. i was super glad i din wake up at 3am or smell anything burning hahaz.. otherwise i wud have been scared to death.. ohwellz.. just finish watching 3 discs of "sad love story" its getting q complicated n i hate tt stpd gal!!! so jian la! bleah..hmms anw.. later going out to celebrate my dad's bday.. so early la.. its next tues.. n im seriously broke.. need a job.. but i haven even started on any of the holiday assignments.. screwed.. i cant even rem wad hw there is..oya i fgt to say.. ytd after our op was over.. we had to go to lt5 to arrange our files rite.. to our greatest horror. we din have our gpp... n we thot i wud be given back to us.. gdness.. we were freaked to death la.. like duno how.. then we called mr leong.. hoping that he cud help us.. but i think he was held up.. in the end... to our relief.. we happened to see Ms Khoo!! our saviour sia.. she helped us print.. then the signature wait for mrs lau to sign lo..so we went out to watch emily rose! w a whole bunch of s15 ppl.. i think lets see gt haowen shuyu joyce xiaoting mitchell christina... shd be lidat ba.. those are the ones who watched show anw.. then gt zhenghan stanley.. and stanley tan.. n one more squash guy i duno his name.. the whole row of gals sat tgt la.. luckily behind the guys.. otherwise i think they wud have attempted to try sth funny..the show was not bad la.. the beginning was more frightening then the end.. i think it makes u think ure going to be scared more than it actually scares u.. just that there was alot of screaming.. i think the ending part q sad.. i sort of started to cry abit at one pt of time..ya then aft the show i left first.. cuz my mum was kinda angry le..
6:45 PM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
today went to sch for awhile then came back i watched "sad love story" and as the name suggests.. its really v sad. i think ive blogged abt it before previously.. but today's episode [or wad i watched at least] was v sad!! the blind gal had to go to america w her aunt le.. then the day before she was suppose to leave, she met the guy!! after being separated so long.. then they went to the villa then he finally played the song he wrote for her on the guitar.. the song q nice.. then she at first nv tell him tt she had to go.. the she just kp telling him "from this day on can we not be separated agn/not let go of her hand" la... then he saw her crying when she was calling her aunt then he suspect sth wrong le.. then he call the aunt n found out she had to go!! then he recorded her playing the song he wrote on the piano n a voice msg which ended w saran hae.. sth he nv dared to tell her then he v weida.. he let her go cuz he noe then if she go america then the uncle can send her for surgeory then she can have her sight back then can go university also.. tho he really really like her...at the airport then she realise he bluff her.. cuz he sending her off to america tho he promised not to be apart liao.. then she cry until super qiliang.. then i see alr also started crying.. i hate "fen li" scenes.. maybe cuz i dread its coming as well.. oh the she said.. if she leave now they may nv meet agn.. cuz she doesnt even noe how he looks like... oya she kps crying at nite cuz she dream tt in a whole sea of ppl she can hear him calling her but she jsut cant recognise him then she v scared n sad.. so kelian rite? sigh..i dun dare to watch the next episode.. cuz the guy's best fren met her in america n fell for her.. then i think things will get v complicated..oh wellz..
6:13 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
10:47 PM; unforgotten.
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8:26 PM; unforgotten.
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Monday, November 07, 2005
weE today was fiona's bro's bday party.. think he's cally frandy or how u spell it.. oopz.. anw it was q a great experience hahaz.. i think alot of our class ppl came.. more successful than any of the class outings we had so far.. before going to fiona's we went to take neoprint n bgt his bday present too...anw.. her house is like so wow.. and i finally got to see the wonderful toilet with the buttons to flush the toilet n wash ur butt hahaz.. took lots of pictures.. gt one KID niaoed me for being cheapo cuz i was taking pics.. but like wadever.. so wad if im poor.. hahaz.. her hse v cool.. look like sm hotel.. then the facilities are like whoa.. the toilets by the swimming pool also like so.. how to say... duno la.. just v special... still gt wad music room n reading room by the pool can.. gt piano inside smore.. then u noe wad caterer they got for the party? jack's place.. then the service is damn gd smore.. but i was kinda full after all the sweets and curry puff we ate b4 tt hahaz.. wellz.. xr was being super pig.. duno how many huge helpings he had.. hahaz.. then zh was scolding him "jia jia.. ko jia!!" [meaning eat.. still eat!] v funny.. duno his stomach isit bottomless de..den gt the bday cake smore.. is a football field w a huge football in the centre.. i cudnt finish it.. oopz.. was q full le..anw so to spend the time.. we had a walk arnd the place.. nite trail hahaz.. then we decided to play zong ji mi ma.. n the forfeit was to drink water.. it started with one.. then two..... until five.. n tt was the max.. can u imagine.. i dio 1 two cups n 1 five cups la.. drink until wanna puke le.. went to the toilet how many times.. then aft tt fiona's dad came n gave us a bottle of wine.. apparently is q gd quality de.. 200bucks a bottle.. or sth.. 13.5% alcohol.. piang.. at first i spell le also wanna puke.. then i thot.. i shd really learn how to drink.. if not next time v can3.. so i drank.. more n more.. hahaz until i started to feel really warm n a slight headache.. so better stop.. then duno izit the alcohol or wad.. made me wanna pee even more wahaz.. hmmz... anw we left arnd 9 plus.. so sad la.. the rest went to play pool.. i really wanted to go.. ive been wanting to play pool for so many days le.. since sat.. n even b4 tt.. but always cannot.. this tim is cuz my mum say too late.. so unfair la!!! why cant my mum be like tiffany's?? n she was just going to pei fiona... im so jealous!! really envy those ppl hu can stay out so late.. or jsut stay over at a fren's hse.. sigh.. my mum is just so over protective.. i how old le??? i think i noe how to take care of myself.. i think if i told her i was drinking wine.. i will kna even more.. guess they shd be still playing or ending soon.. siGH so sad.. ='[
11:19 PM; unforgotten.
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
whoaaa it was such a cool concert.. hahaz had some screw ups here n there... but it was q minor la.. to me it was quite a gd concert.. n i enjoyed it far more then etude.. cuz the pieces were obviously livelier and newer.. cuz we got to choOSe the pieces... wells... wad can i say.. hahaz.. next yr etude.. im ready for all the yellowish scores w torn edges agn...anw.. i super happy for "please give me wings" i nv mispitch all my high notes.. i was so scared for those few bars and the part C... cuz only i playing in fear of me n apri being out of tune.. then smore mp.. hahaz but well.. i sort of skipped a note or two cuz cannot tongue properly at such a low volume.. heh... ohoh then gt one whole period of time.. we were totally different tempo as mr ho.. i was following shuheng n the rest of the band actually hahaz... then it was so obvious tt mr ho was trying to follow us... oopz.. but i think q niceoh then samuel's solo for nineties was nice.. hahaz xr say q pro... which act means q alot since i dun think he praises ppl much.. i like samuel's tone!! then then i v happy for wilson.. i think its a great boost to his ego cuz tt solo din screw up.. yayy.. i see him improving more in the near future.. teeheez.. =] hmm i think i din play my best for "if we hold on tgt"... but ah wellz.. think nobody cud hear anw.. n i agree w my sis..n enghong.. then singers shdnt steal them lime light... like all the solo parts kna covered up by them.. and mr ho n the WHOLE BAND had to follow their tempo... but still ok la on the whole.. think the commoners wud much prefer singers.. oh wells.. still think the soloist shd have gotten the chance to shine..ohoh then one funny thing..my sis thinks tt deon v cute!! hahaz look like cardcaptor sakura's "xue tu"/yukito.. hahaz cuz wear specs then innocent innocent tt kind hahaz.. she was like "eheh who was tt guy playing the drumset for the last piece.. hahaz so haoxiao...oh prize presentation! joanne so kelian.. had to give mr leong.. then he came out late la.. make her look so silly standing there alone hahaz.. then i gave ms feng!! so nice.. she hug me lehs!! hahaz =D hahaz happies..but until i almost walk off the wrong side.. then i suddenly cahnge direction.. then gt ppl laugh! =X haish..hmm anw.. there was post concert celebrations.. kirby popped the bottles of sparkling juice n smartly sprayed it at the chips hahaz.. we made q a mess n had to clear up.. anw.. the juice was nice!!! wanna drink smore hahaz.. then we took alot of photos as well..then we went to opp beauty world and eat.. hahaz kaya toast!! v niceeeeee... then i bgt the budenburg or how u spell it root beer.. hahaz.. yayy our section's traditional drink..anw i duno why but i suddenly wana go work in a cake shop!! i was eating at coffee club today then i v happy to get my ice passion tea..then i suddenly thot.. its so nice to be a waitress.. like u serve them the cake..or wadever food.. then u see a smile on their face.. then wun u be so happy?hahaz.. any lobang??? suddenly like everyone also wanna da gong lidat. xr n wr are alr wokring.. tiff needs a job.. i think annie is getting one too.. hahaz.. then ashley tell me his sis gt lobang for jobs also hahaz..
8:26 PM; unforgotten.
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Psalm 23The LORD Is My ShepherdA Psalm of David.1The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2He makes me lie down in green pastures.He leads me beside still waters.3He restores my soul.He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil,for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
5You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life,and I shall dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
10:44 AM; unforgotten.
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
It has been a long day and we are all tired. I must admit that the full dress rehearsal did not go very well today due to our lack of planning and I sincerely regret it. We should have considered how the instruments and chairs were going to be moved in or out, or who was in charge of what long ago so as to make this rehearsal a more successful one. Please forgive our negligence. It was very right of you to reprimand us, reminding us of the importance of such detailed planning and how wrong things could go if we left out a single factor. This will definitely help us in the planning for any events in future.
I admit that it was inappropriate and simply disrespectful of me to have rebutted you in that tone and language. But please allow me to state that it was definitely not meant to be vindictive as you call it. Perhaps I have been too used to your friendliness and crossed the line, taking your friendliness for granted and forgetting that you are after all an elder and require some due respect. I also admit that I am rebellious and was indeed a little upset due to the whole pullover issue. But it was indeed a fact that we were talking to Qingyang about it to clarify things and it was not a committee meeting and therefore, did not require us to alarm you. However, I know that this is certainly not an excuse for such an unacceptable behaviour.
After much thought, I feel that teachers and students should not be too friendly with each other for students will sooner or later at one point or another forget about the respect due. Hence, I have concluded that we have to be more aware of our status and keep our distances in fear of crossing the line. We should focus more on completing our tasks and being accountable for our assigned jobs. Only if we have done that, then perhaps we can consider spending time on bonding if it is needed.
I am really sorry for being such a lousy secretary and not being able to complete the tasks assigned to me and not forgetting about my intolerable attitude. As a leader, I have failed to portray the right image and set a good example. Perhaps maybe if you have really found someone more suitable to take my place you may consider it, as it will certainly make things more efficient. And after all, there is still at least six months and I am sure you would want to work with people with better attitude. I am not trying to be spiteful but it is still your decision.
I would like to voice out an opinion. It is definitely your right to reprimand us for our wrong doing, but I think it is rather unfair for you to keep threatening to take our posts away, because that is not why we are here. We do not really care about the posts actually and many of us are actually quite tired of our jobs. But we are staying and doing everything we are doing out of goodwill and our passion for this band. It seems immoral to make it seem as though by suggesting to strip us of our posts, we will feel a greater sense of urgency; as though that is all we are after. I hope you are aware that this is not just some senseless rant but is what I am really concerned about.
I have talked to some people and they have told me that they have thought of quitting quite a few times, but when they think of the exco and the band, they realize they are unable to just throw everything aside unless you have found someone more capable. I share their sentiments.
I know that the teachers in charge are the main driving force behind the scenes and all of you have done a lot for the band, thus we should learn from you and model ourselves after you. But I hope that the exco is being appreciated as much as the teachers hope themselves to be appreciated.
Thank you very much for teaching me so much for the pass 10 months and sorry for all the inconveniences caused.
Vanessa.
11:02 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
hahaz.. i finish watching advent children le! i very angry leh.. first day i watch got subtitles.. duno why today i watch the second half dun have!! then i download the subtitles still cannot.. gek si wo le.. but anw i more or less got it la.. hmmz i really love their hair.. so cool.. oh then tifa very chio.. cloud very shuai qi.. and i like his blue eyes too! then the kadaj that middle length hair guy.. he super jap la.. as in the style they made him to be like.. he way he tok, the way he moves etc.. is so super jap like.. hahaz i think sephiroth looks really evil.. then i duno leh.. marlene or wad tt little gals name is.. looks like aeris.. hahaz.. maybe cuz of the red ribbon. oopz..anw today went for com meeting at ps.. but we ate for duno how long n divert topic for q a few times.. hahaz.. but we took neoprint!! hahaz sho happie.. but the guys ah.. seriously... haISH.. cmi.. either not looking at screen or gt sm stpd expression.. oh wellz.. guys..hmm then i had my second ear piercing! i was q scared actually.. cuz i pierced my first one in p6.. then i fgt how pain it was le.. hahaz.. then lucky gt joanne with me.. i wonder if my mum realise i gt another earring on my ear hahaz..>.< teehee..oyaz.. then now im watching this korean melodrama.. "sad love story" starring kwon sang woo and kim hee sun.. and this guy i duno hu la.. yeon jung hyun.. hahaz.. then is really v sAd lo.. aiyo i only at 3rd disc i cry a few times le.. but maybe is me also.. i duno hahaz..
7:04 PM; unforgotten.
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