Sunday, October 29, 2006

ahh! this cute japanese guy is called Hayami Mokomichi!
~10 August 1984 [2 days before me!]
~186cm [changmin also 186! >.<] ~B [changmin also B!] ~he likes listening to music and basketball!! XP anw he acted in
Rondo
Gokusen2
Tensha Otoko
and Masked Rider 555! wahahaso shuai rites? i saw him in rondo then i thot he looked familiar then 2 days ago i suddenly rem i saw him in gokusen2 ads, n the masked rider 555! ahahaz




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8:45 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
1:24 AM; unforgotten.
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Monday, October 23, 2006



wenting make for me de

another one i made but i haven really finish..
9:11 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hahaz... dun kill me!!
12:10 PM; unforgotten.
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Monday, October 16, 2006
9:12 PM; unforgotten.
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2:25 AM; unforgotten.
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
i cant believe any one can be that evil and despicable to do such a thing to yunho.. chemical glue in his drink! thats down right dirty! u dun like him then thats ur business, in ur own personal space u can go bitch abt wadever u want.. but must u be so cruel as to poison ppl? are u jealous that they worked so hard n achieved that much fame n popularity? if u are then why dun u work for it urself.. or maybe ure so useless and untalented u noe that ure jsut disgusting dirty not fit to live on the face of earth! idiot.. scumbag of the human race.. wrong.. ure not human. u ahve no humanity..
really hope the rest of them will zheng zhuo also.. i have a feeling they'll break down.. please pray for all of them... im quite convinced that my dream was a bad omen. i haven woke up crying so badly from a dream before.. and so happen is arnd the same hr as him getting into the hospital smore... argh..
4:44 PM; unforgotten.
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for once in my lifetime i dreamt of something that was not nonsensical.. but this dream made me woke up crying.. i shall tell yall abt it.. its almost like a walt disney cartoon kinda story and of course after i woke up i added stuff to it to make it link better la.. imagine it in England btw-flashback-a couple walking along the streets and they passed an old gypsy begging for money. when she tried to get the rich man to donate by holding on to his pants, he kicked her away in disgust. the old gypsy glared with them as they left and muttered something under her breath..[change scene]a couple crying at a corner, and the wive saying "why did this happen?" a furry almost unhuman-like thing was watching them from another corner of the house". when the creature appeared to be sleeping, a scene of the couple driving away in a car.-present-a family of 4, parents, 1 brother, 1 sister [the girl is the first point of view in the story], was on their way to some village on a mountain, but along the way, their carriage hit some uneven road and they crashed into some duno tree or rocks. so without the carriage, they had to settle on foot. they walked for quite some distance before they noticed a very huge abandoned house and they decided to take shelter in it since it was getting late.so they settled it and it was indeed a very nice house, the rooms were lavishly furnished and it seemed to have belonged to a very well-to-do family previously. being tired from the day's journey, they turned in. that night, the girl had a dream. she dreamt of the very house they were in, she saw herself in a little boy's room, it was brightly lit and full of toys. she also saw a mother and son laughing away happily. upon walking into a linked room, she saw the creature staring at some paintings as though it was deep in thought. she started walking closer and the creature started to turn, but at this point she woke up.the next morning, after her brother and father left to look for food, the girl decided to survey the house. she walked around and found the room in her dreams. except that it was now covered in a layer of dust and was dimly lit. as the sun shone thru the broken windows, along w the musky smell, it created a very sad atmosphere in the room as she walked in. she walked to a study table and saw what seemed like a diary. but what caught her interest was that only the table was relatively free of dust. she then saw what seemed like a diary and she picked it up and flipped tru until she came upon a page slightly crumpled, as though water had fallen upon this pages.i thought that this would happened..i was afraid of this day..i knew they'd abandon me...but i never thought that they would leave without a goodbye..at this point, the girl realised that this room belonged to an abandoned child. she proceeded to the linked room just like in her dream. in that room, it was overloomed with darkness but there were art pieces almost everywhere. [i can only rem a few] one of jesus as he was being brought to galilee, one of some still art of fruits, another painting of people and at the centre of the room, a very refined piece of a oil painting of a mother and child. the mother had such love in her eyes and the those of the child glistened with hope. at the bottom of the painting was a short poem [it was very englishy but i cudnt rem the exact words] but the gist of it was that nth on earth cud beat a mothers love and so precious is it to a lonely child. at the corner of the canvas there were marks of claws dug deep into it. her mother called her down for dinner, still kind of puzzled she left the room. when she left, a pair of eyes follow her from the shadows.at dinner, she told her family about what she had seen and that she felt that there was something wrong about the house. but her parents thought that she had been too engrossed with her dreams and books. basically they just didnt want to believe her. the house was near orchards of apple trees and the weather was nice.. but it didnt occur to them why there wasn't anyone else living nearby. that night, she was determined to prove to her family that she wasn't lying, so she brought her brother and mother up to the room of paintings. somehow [i cant rem why] they were laughing at some of the art pieces and the brother said something bad about the painter or the painting and knocked down one of the pieces. the creature which was watching from somewhere got angry and showed himself. the girl screamed and the other two was in shock.. they started to run to the door as the creature chased them. [all the way until the great hall] the started to throw things at it and this got him angrier. they struggled for some time before the creature had an open attack towards the brother. the mother dashed forward and shielded him. the creature's claw stopped just inches away from them and the girl thought she saw tears forming at its eyes. it suddenly hit her that this creature may be the owner of that room, she started to shout, hoping to talk sense to it. but at that instant, a long stick went tru the creature. the father had used a fireplace poker[???] to attack it from behind. the creature's face showed pain and sadness and there was almost a look of relief.the whole family stepped away from it as bright light emanated from the creatures body. [the disney like kinda transformation thing] and what was left behind was the body of a boy not much older than the girl. the girl started crying very badly. [actually in my dream i was the girl crying.. thats why i woke up crying]the next morning she went back to the room of the boy and picked up the diary again. she read the whole thing this time. it was full of sadness as the boy wrote about how disappointed he was and he wished that his mother had not left him. also how painful it was for the transformation to take place and how everyone in the village left in fear for him. once again tears flowed down her cheeks as she stood infront of the mother n child painting.[last flashback] the gypsy had muttered a curse on the couple's first born and started laughing an evil laughter.
7:23 AM; unforgotten.
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Friday, October 13, 2006


haish im kinda dead.. im still not mugging at full force yet.. im still a big fat slacker! yes i mean fat as well.. i just kp feeling v tired then i'll fall aslp or i'll just get distracted by sth else.. there's only a freaking 2 weeks left.. really duno wad im doing.. i noe there's little time left but im just not doing anything abt it.. everyone else is like mugging so hard.. ahhh vanessa wake up.. ur clock is ticking!! the alarm is going to go!! argh.. sighs.. Lord give me strength please..
and gdness.. why is the garang guni coming everyday!!! not as if within one day we can accumulate a whole stack of rubbish to sell to u again rite.. brainless dweeps.. ahhh.. im just complaining abt everything i can.. haish..jiuming ah..n stpd lsm!! he better not add the stpd 6th member n the supposed 6th member better not be so stpd as to join in becuz its obvious that he will be hated.. esp when now jaejoong's leg is injured again.. as it always had been.. ahhh why lidat!! they cannot be so unfair de.. how can lsm just kp thinking abt making money! i hope the whole world will boO on him if he dare officially add the stpd 6th china member..
5:31 PM; unforgotten.
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
ahhh i have to blog abt it.. i read on the forum abt jaejoong's msg to his first love.. so sad la!!! he kna ditched.. how cud anyone in the rite mind do that.. her loss.. bleaghz.. i think now she must be regretting like mad.. HAH..
tiffany!! im starting to like jaejoong more! n i love the way changmin called jaejoong in xman hahaz.. "annyeong jaejoong ah~!"
hahaz anw i had sm random thots abt them la.. firstly wad they look like they like to drink/which part of the chicken they like to eat [hahaz lame i noe] n is purely wad i think they look like they'll drink/eat la.. hahaz
changmin - milk/drumstick
jaejoong - wine/wing
yunho - beer/breastmeat
junsu - water/anything, can eat not bad le w changmin n micky arnd
micky - coffee/drumstick the other side hahaz
then wad colours they represent
changmin - orange
jaejoong - white
yunho - brown
junsu - pink
micky - yellow
anw yay i can more or less sing jeong ban hab alr.. but havent memorised yet.. hahaz only sm parts can rem..
12:34 PM; unforgotten.
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
5:11 PM; unforgotten.
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