ahHhhh i went to watch meteor garden 1 all over again after watching a few eps on ch8 on saturdays cuz i ren3 bu4 zhu4 then im so gandong!! by daomingsi's sweetness..i wanna faint le.. i really think this kinda guys extinct le.. dun think there's any who would love a girl so much and sacrifice so much for her.. and the two of them so cute.. always bicker and all but act like each other so much but just DUNO HOW TO SAY ahhhhh. but i really cudnt help crying each time i see daomingsi feeling so heartbroken becuz of her lo.. *cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy* so super sweet.. bleahhh i cant help but feel this way.. basically.. rite now im crazy over daomingsi all over again.. i finish watching le.. but i feel like watching all over again and again and again hahaz.. blah i feel like im just bleahing away ahahaz.. oopz but nvm.. daomingsi.. daomingsi...

OH but can i pls say that meteor garden 2 so sux becux of michelle saram? why she was act as 3rd party wan? dun she noe tt this will only make ppl hate her eVEn more? n wats w tt stupid laughter of hers? bleah.. why?!?!?! and i was watching all the NGs and wat they have to say.. i duno why i just felt very gandong.. n i feel like i wanna be those kinda mu4 hou4 gong1 zhuo4 ren2 yuan2.. then can feel all the si3 nu4 ai1 le4 with them then can feel a sense of achievement with them.. i really hate it when shows come to an end.. esp this kind.. i want it to go on forever and ever.. boOoOoo.. how?! bleah daomingsi...

and hor.. act i think yanchenxu is q cute leh.. when i first watched it i din really like him leh.. but now.. i think he's expression so cute.. esp when he shy tt time and all.. and this time when i watch i realised that he's expression is so lihai.. can really express wat the character needs.. all the ba4 dao4 and yet at the same time.. child-like and sweet and affectionate and all.. ahHhhH i just wanna look at him now.. i think they way he smiles when shancai does sth or says sth nice to him then he got that dan1 chun2 ke3 ai4 de4 look sooOOoOo cute.. oh man.. how im going crazy.. cant keep smiling to myself ahhahahah daomingsi.. oh ya.. then the part where he left alot of msgs for shancai.. can really feel his worry lo.. "shancai! wo3 kuai4 yao4 gei2 ni3 bi1 feng1 le4.. ni3 kuai4 da3 gei2 wo3.. shancai... shancai.... shancai..." then he stands there... looks at her with his puppy eyes.. ahhhh he actually pouts at times leh hahaz not exactly pout la.. but give tt cute adorable disappointed look hahahz..

oh then theres tt fav phrase of his
"ru2 guo3 dao4 qian4 you3 yong4 de4 hua4 na4 yao4 jing3 cha2 gan4 ma2?" hahaz so innocent and simple minded [monocellular creature wahhahaha]
"wo3 you3 wen4 ni3 yi4 jian4 ma1?"
"ni3 hua4 hen3 duo1 leh si3 san1 ba1"

how... i really think he very cute.. shall go look for his pic..
"ni3 shi4 zhu1 ah?"

ohoh hey.. he replied!

"nothing lah...basically its just a pet name my sisters and all the female cousins in my family call me....since i was young....last time fat and chubby and cute....like Poo Bear i guess... and it stuck :P"

hahaz.. so its just tt..

ahH feels so good to be totally free for 3 days or so..

wednesday:

aft the stinky paper1 of geog whichwas quite bad.. we went out to orchard! tho most of our class was in that area, we sorta broke into groups cuz wanna watch diff movies at diff places yea.. so in the group which i was in there was yiyou, shermeen, emily, charmaine, stephanie, kwa, yingying, clara and me but sher and yiyou didnt go and watch cinderella story with us. cuz they wana YOU HUI in yiyou's house!!! ahHhHHh how gross.. then yingying was so worried that sher wud eat yiyou up hahaz.. but anyway.. almost in our group [meaning we stimes merged] was lim en, dawn, yanzhen, deborah, enghui, siying. yup i hope i ahvent forgotten anybody.. oopz and the second group wanted to watch nc16 movie but 3 of them were not 16 yet so they borrowed our passes and stuff.. bleah.. but it didnt work, yanzhen deb and enghui got chased out so basically they were walking around for 2 hrs odd until we came out then they came with us to heerens and took neoprint!!! as usual it was a screamy affair.. ahahax but it was nice. there was a great big ribbon on yanzhen's head and a tiara on debs head so cute..then we were waiting for dawn they all.. which left us alot of time.. n steph treated me to movenpick icecream!!! so nice.. *salivate [this is a conditioned reflex action becuz... okok enuf] while waiting we met weeleng, huiwen, chiewy, kityeng, huiwen. duno if bong was there but i din see her.. ya then not long aft they left then dawn they all came then we went to taka.. but i left with emily.. cuz was getting quite late ready.. ya so lidat.. then as u can see they went far east and looked at alot of skirts [val.. stop it..] oh forgot to say i saw alot of snrs friends or father's fren's daughters but i din really dare to say hi cuz nv really talk on..

thursday:

went sentosa!! with shermeen yiyou weeleng charmaine pamela emily liji and me yup there were 8 ppl so we were in pairs. funny thing it was weeleng with charmaine.. not w a ceRTAin someone hahaz.. charm was late fo 10 mins.. but not bad ready la.. think it was cuz i was so super early that it seemed so long, liji and emily walked pass me twice w/o seeing me cuz i cut my hair and was wearing outdoor clothes bleahhhhh then oh ya..412 and npcc ppl were there too and our bags were just right beside 412's so saw alot of them. think it was a class thing.. hm i really duno wat we did. but basically just slacked around.. first we went to play with water.. and they desperately tried to teach me how to swim.. sigh but as usual only thing i got was a few mouthful of sea water which tasted really bad.. then wat ah.. duno la we spent a long time in the water.. then came back to the shore and played bridge or fei1 ji1 qi2.. then while me and sher was a 7eleven, sm ppl went to shower [which i thinkwas a bad choice] then emily and liji crossed the bridge and we joined them shortly. then we wanted to cycle, [i wanted to learn] but emily and liji din wana and wanted to go shopping, so they left.. sad.. but ya so i spent one hour looking like an idiot and still din learn.. felt so useless.. feel so useless.. bah.. nvm NEXT. then me and sher went to shower then the rest waited at 7 eleven and ate icecream.. orhor... fattening!! hahaz.. then we crossed the bridge again and took pictures!! and angmoh helped us.. hahaz so nice..oh peibei helped us too.. yup.. then we went off the island and ate at the hawker centre i ate mee rebus! for the first time hahaz but was a little too gooey aft awhile..

ohohoh.. i've come to a conclusion! i think yiyou attract so many giRLs cuz... she got fengdu!! like a guy lidat!!! oopx abit bad but ya.. i was q surprised and touched. tho it was really small things. firstly wat ah? oh.. i just sui2 kou3 shuo1 shuo1 my shoulders very pain cuz of the burn then she zi dong offered to carry my bag/switch i duno but wOw.. ya then aft tt when me n sher fin showering we went to 7eleven there to find them then they were still sitting ma but not enuf space then i said i wanted to sit then she let me!! n she did sth i cant really rem wat. oh then at the hawker centre i was like "eh where u all buy the gan zhe shui" then she said right at the end so i sorta said "huh..." then she helped me buy!! just like that then she actually went back to the end [they were there buying sth initially] and bought for me! so touched.. ok.. but i wun fall for her.. she got enuff airen ready.. just tt day go out alone got 4 ready lo.. lim en weeleng yingying and sher.. dowana get involved hahaz.. but now even IF i say like her rite.. she wun believe le.. esp aft last yr's april fools' joke.. whahahahahahahahh oopz... ok.. sorry la.. but it was so funny to see how she reacted. but i sorta hai4 ta1 become lidat.. as in she bluff sher she like her too this yr i think.. oh.. eeyer.. sher's sis i think like yiyou too!! say yiyou jyoing her.. ahHhH... oh man.. then yiyou gao sher N her sis... aaaahhhhhHHHhhh.. eew.. ok.. enuf ready.. bleah im burning now.. esp my shoulders so dumb lo.. under the sun tt time nv get tan much. just cuz i was so hopeless at cyclinmg i was rather stationary and so i got burnt. bleaaahhhHh.. ok.. nvm friday: going out w val and yasi!! skirt day.. hahaz.. shall update tonight or tml i guess..

ahhhhhhhhhh.... oh man i wanna cry.. dou yu the ending so super sad..no happy ending.. i dun like.. n its really not a single bit of happiness lo.. like everyone also die.. n i dun see why shd tt stupid china girl get to have such a big role.. such as killing ah bao!! sher found a summary..

ah hao gets tricked into going to the pier to see off the girl from china. ah bao slices him to death there. xiao yan zi, ah chi, and shan zi show up in time to see this. ah hao dies while on the ambulance ride to the hospital.
shortly thereafter, ah bao kills the big boss, and he becomes the big boss. the girl from china kisses up to ah bao, saying that she wants to live the lavish life... so he takes her in as his girlfriend.
ah chi is really distraught that his girlfriend, hung do (red bean) dies as a result of a severe beating by ah bao & friends. (btw, she dies before ah hao dies). in hopes of getting revenge on ah bao, he kills the rat (lao shu). prior to stabbing the rat to death, the rat manages to shoot ah chi in the knee. uncle huei, fearing that he'd seek revenge
[duno wad.. cut off]

shortly after ah hao dies, xiao yan zi gets hospitalized because she is malnourished because she is still very depressed about ah hao's passing. at the hospital is where she, shan zi, and ah chi find out that she is pregnant with ah hao's baby. from then on, she takes good care of herself.
anyway, so back to the girl from china... she ends up killing ah bao 5 years later with a flawless plan

sigh.. i really hope tt ppl who are angry w me just like tell me to my face n not spoil my blog but nvm.. not the main point today..

bleah i feel so bad abt always disturbing yiyou n teasing her and stuff.. cuz i nv really noe how she feels or wat she's going thru.. ya i noe i am a bad fren.. just read her blog.. and realised that she not really the "forever happy" yiyou i thot she was.. so yea.. she has a down times but im just bleahing here cuz i can nv tell when shes sad.. izit just me or izit she doesnt show.. cuz for some other ppl u can tell thir feelings just by looking at them.. aH well.. im sorry yiyou..

hm.. living in the end of a fairytale... who doesnt want that? but do fairytales really end tt way? or do they call it the "end" of a fairytale because tts where the happiness ends? oopz i think im thinking too much.. yes.. i shant be pessimistic.. there is always hope.. yes.. *psychos myself*

sigh taken 4 prelims papers so far.. and i think my a maths was a disappointment..ss is hopeless as usual.. english.. i have no comments.. but wat can i say? who can i blame? its my own fault for not studying hard enuf.. oh but one thing to be happy abt.. the three topics i spotted and really studied for ss all came out! hahaz.. 3rd successful time in spotting this year.. hahahaz ok anw i realised tt these few days im toking to frens more.. even ppl not from my class.. like exclassmates and just frens from other classes and im really glad.. even if they aRE "acquaintances" like i used to call them [but now i dun think so] im thankful for them.. THANK YOU PPL! and those irritating ppl shd be thanked too.. w/o them.. i'd nv noe how wonderful my frens are heh.. =D

getting abit religious here, so if ure sensitive.. dun read..

For this whole week.. i've felt the work of God.. esp sun to tuesday.. not really fang1 bian4 to say entirely why but he really answered my prayers..and for that im really grateful and thankful.. and sorry for the things ive said.. but i still duno when does he listen and reply.. n nobody can tell me tt except myself.. which is why i eel so troubled at times... hm..